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Regeneration

Regeneration

There is a garden

growing between tangled sentiments

where statues stand stoic

awaiting the medusa that has

frozen their slithering

snake-headed love

 

These effigies are worn reminders

where damaged conflict

scarred eroded polished marble

of heart won beliefs

that autumn would not

swallow them up

that memories would not

chill them in icy heart-break

that truth would win

where dishonesty failed

 

Our love is not “like poplars”

for we are lulled by harmony

death is a sour note

these strings cannot play

for we are unending and cannot be

a melody in malady

shivering in stinging rain

 

we do not wilt

we do not whither

we do not fade

 

only the sun wanes in frosty failure

as leaves turn brown in sorrow

and night grieves

in long sobbing moans

and cold tears

 

there is warmth in our renewal

hope to be reborn

as flames fuel the fire

of our resurrection,

flowers bloom

in our garden of rebirth…

 

PERCEPTION

PERCEPTION

You perceive

You were never lucky..

you were chosen,

you were needed

you were air to a breathless voice…

 

I was running

fleeing

escaping the inescapable

the truth

of who I was

supposed to be…

 

your ideas always mattered

they were cherished

like the feathers in your hair

that you boiled for hours

and colored

in hues

of exhilaration …

 

I remember when you would read to me

from your Cosmo magazine

in the dead of night

waiting for the sun to rise

I remember Betty Boop

dancing

on a black piano

music box

I remember

your lips

tasting like chocolate

I remember your tears

in the dusty air

of the cemetery

 

everything mattered

and it still does

because memories

are not glimpses into the past

memories are

where our dreams come from

they are shaped in the past

and come to fruition

in the present

to guide us

into the future…

 

you perceive

a draw

a stagnant

a drab morning

and commonplace afternoon

that becomes a voiceless night

where you drift into dreams that

dare not scream their name

for in that silence

our voices rage with defiance

our voices speak the truth

our voices are not muted

as they are when

you awaken to that

dull dawn…

 

you perceive

what cannot be achieved,

and yet

here are my words

achieving what we cannot

in reality

 

you perceive your shackles

manacles that madness has placed

you in

though

the only restraint is reason

rationale that we cannot escape

what has been deemed

rational

logical

normal

sane…

 

you perceive me speaking

these words to you

whispering these certainties

to you

because my voice

has never wavered

never failed

when it came to uttering

your true name…love…